Who am I?

Every summer since 2010 I have made a new friend online, but one of those became something a little more. So this is who I am:
My name is Tiffany.
I’m 16 going on 17 on August 27, 2015.
My favorite bands/artists are: Skillet, Falling in Reverse, Avril Lavigne, and Area 11.
My favorite YouTubers include: The Yovscast, RPGMinx, OMGitsfirefoxx, iiJeriichoii, CaptainSparklez, Dan and Phil, and Aureylian.
My favorite tv shows are: Doctor Who, Supernatural, the Walking Dead, and Ghost Whisperer.
My hobbies are: Drawing, watching anime (Bleach, SAO, and No Game No Life), singing, and playing videogames.
I’m not very comfortable with my looks, so if I ever choose to have a facecam skype call with you, that means I really like you and/or trust you. I dont have a happy family, so Im not emotionally stable. It takes a long time for me to trust you. If we became friends or more than friends, I wouldnt trade you for the world. I would care about you.

Knight In Shining Armor

I see couples everywhere around me. Some are happy and others not so much. I wish my life was like a movie. The perfect guy to be with. I want someone that I can play video games with, watch scary movies, comfort me when I’m down. Something like that. It’s not that I’m in need for someone. It’s just the experience of something different, something new. I just want someone I can be me with. Just sit around and talk. Have full trust in each other. Help each other in times of need. But for now while others are out chatting and having fun, Im trying to manipulate the shadow figures. Once those are gone… I’ll be alone.

Why comest now in my time of sorrow?
Whilst my love depletes from thine own heart.
Shall I meet thee on the morrow?
Or shall we stay till death do us part?

A love too rare to leave a gaze upon.
Struck by the sight of another.
Capturing thy heart, held a tight grasp on.
My heart suffocates with the other.

A prisoner in a birds cage.
Unable to regain flight.
It fills me with a devils rage.
Nothing may help regain my might.

Don’t come now in my time of need.
For you will see my envious greed.
~ A love so rare. By: Myself

I wrote it for a project, but I guess it works with this post. Anyway, I’m just sick of be alone is all. Stuck with the characters in the stories I made up. I remember I was writing, but I wasn’t paying attention till I was finished. It was written in script (which I can write), but it had words that I never even knew. Words in Latin and French. It was a letter to someone and it went on about how their (writer and reader) love was forever bound. And when I, myself fully aware now, was about to make up a date for it. I said to myself 2014, but wrote 1754. It was odd and probably because I’ve been reading Renaissance Era stories, but it struck me when I read it. It went on like: ‘My dearest love please rescue me from this land and return me to the place I called home, the days when we were together…. But now I know you are for my future for we have not met yet, but I hope we encounter each other soon. But if I must I’ll wait another life for you.’

It showed me that it’s okay to want someone, but waiting is how you test the feelings to see if they are true or not.

~Thanks for reading, you’re awesome, Peace and Love.
~~Speak soon.