I got over this one guy from before finally!!! He was such a nice kid, just not as nice as I thought. My poor judgement on a thing he did and ruined our friendship. Well I dont really know if I got over him. Im just praying to forget. I want to forget his name, but I end up meeting around ten other guys with the same name. This guy I know is really cool, and he knows about the other guy, but not much. And my friend likes playing video games, and has a good taste in movies. I cant have a crush on him, but I have a mind crush (meaning I like him but more than a friend less than a crush). I just cant like anyone right now till I get my mind straight. This is because I dont want to ruin another friendship. Anyways
Thats all. Good night. Peace and Love.
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Who Are You? And Why Are You Here?
I hear whispers in my head waking me up in the middle of the night. I hear screaming in headphones and speakers of anything around me. I hear the echos “where am i? Save me!” I try to hide it, but I flinch when the warning static sounds in my head. Who is talking to me? Is there anybody there? Or am I just going insane? I have the urge to scream as if Im scared by something, but what is scaring me. Is it deep within? I need answers and what these voices are saying, I won’t be getting help anytime soon. What is this? What am I hearing? Why am I asking anyone? Half of me says Im crazy and the other half says theres nothing wrong. Why?
Birthday! And Lots of Questions
I just turned 15 and I have been asked these 10 questions the most whether by school “chums”, former classmate, friends (irl or online), and teachers. So I guess I’ll answer them here:
- What’s you’re real first name?- My irl first name is Tiffany, but online you can call me Thea.
- Are you in a relationship with anyone?- No, I am currently not in a relationship, Well I’m pretty sure I’m not.
- Have you ever been in a relationship?- No I have never been in a relationship. Ever. For 15 years.
- What’s your nationality?- Well, I was born in Florida. My dad’s side is Ukrainian, Polish, and Russian. My mum’s side is Vietnamese and Chinese.
- Hobbies?- Yes, I love playing video games, writing, art, and archery.
- Crush on anyone?- Not really no… I have no idea anymore!! >////<
- Are you in a band? and if not what would you want to be called?- No, and that’s easy! “Red Tide” would be the name of the band, well if the others like it.
- What are you most uncomfortable with your body?- Um… Almost like every girl my weight. The scars on my cheeks, the scar on my leg. But hey, that’s what make me different from everyone else!
- Do you wear make up?- No! I have only worn make up to my dance performances, because you had to with the lighting we had. Other than that I actually believe that wearing full-on make up all day everyday is basically you lying to the entire world about what you look like. Most girls now a days can’t leave home without makeup because they’re afraid that people with think they’re ugly. I don’t care if a guy thinks I’m ugly because that means he only likes a girl for their looks and not personality.
And finally:
10. How did you come up with the name TheaHowling?- Well I basically had “The Howling” by Within Temptation stuck in my head for like a month or two and I really love that song, so I wanted to incorporate it into a username so I wanted a girls name to be in it(obviously because I’m a girl) so people could say things like,”hey Thea”.
Well that’s all for today/tomorrow unless I come up with anything else.
~Bye! ❤