She’s done… I’m done.
I was just sitting doing my homework when my dad sits on the couch and watches a video with super loud volume. It bothered me yes, but I did NOT say anything! All I did was turn my paper and he just yells at me and tells me to shut up even though I didnt say anything. What the heck seriously?! He just kept yelling at me and then I said calmly “I didnt say anything.” and then he yelled even more saying don’t talk back. And I didnt say anything all I did was get up and he yelled even more. What am I supposed to do stop breathing. Maybe I will! Who cares anymore? My dad yells at me for no reason, and my mom barely talks to me because shes always at work, and my brother is never home. Im all alone now. I have no one to talk to. Now Im just locked in my room crying and typing this. What’s the point anymore. No one cares anymore. And Im sick of people acting like they care because they feel bad and pity me. All I have is this blog and the thousands of notebooks I have and songs I listen to. Talking to the pages.
I just need someone to talk to. Someone who I can be myself with. Someone I can talk to after school. Someone that when Im in school I cant wait to talk to. Someone or something like I had before. Just for that to be a longer friendship. And I wont screw it up again if I ever have something like that before.
~Thanks for reading. Peace and Love, Until next time.
I literally have this song on repeat to comfort me: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fn4gXdCIPRY&list=RDN9Y_QW0OaPE
The Me Behind The Screen 